what would you say.

time to go home. messy things to deal with in the near future: a friend in england who is in real emotional trouble and reminds me of myself... getting trevor to go and pick up my stuff in ambridge before rae tosses it all... managing to talk to these wack verizon people in pennsylvania... trying to get it together for hope group... bleaching my bedspread white again... trying to budget again for this month and these few months and do it with open hands, giving freely to those who are in need... trying to learn to eat like a normal person three times a day and not feel like i am going to throw up...

i love you, god. and i trust you. and i can see the progress, the breaking through, and for that i am very encouraged. but i mean... honestly.